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Merci Anna, j'y penserai. Mais je vais déjà mieux après cette discussion. Je ne voudrais pas abuser. Mais on sait jamais... Je verai dans une semaine comment vont les choses...
I hope too, Raia. I hope too.
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I said before that i am in a wave with upe and down. Yesterday, i get on the up. But this afternoon, i'm getting on the down ! I didn't think it happened so quick. I feel very alone. I know i have friends, but my head refuse to admit that. I think her messages were so a comfort in my life, that i don't want to lose this contact. Do you want to help me ?
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I just need to speak, not to feel alone. I try to work, bu i can't. I try to write, i can, but it's terribly dark. In normal time, i am optimistic and always smiling. So this spirit status is getting me mad. Would you give me some advice to get out of this way ? To jump up to the wave and stay on the up ? Or better : tell me a story for forgetting the mine. I like listen story... (This sentense is very ridiculous, but right.)
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I already told you mine. Well, there's still a funny story... C'est l'histoire d'un petit ours blanc sur la banquise avec son papa ours blanc. Il se balade, et il dit à son père : "Papa, papa, tu es sûr que je suis un ours polaire ?" Son père lui répond : "bien sûr mon fils, regarde-toi, tu es tout blanc, tu as de la fourrure, bien sûr que tu es un ours polaire !" Silence pendant un petit moment. Puis, alors que son père et lui pêchent, le petit ours dit "Papa, papa, tu es vraiment sûr que je suis un ours polaire ?" Son père réponde : " oui, écoute, je suis un ours polaire, ta maman est une ourse polaire, tu es un ours polaire, c'est sûr !". Un peu plus tard, le petit ours repose sa question. Alors son père lui demande : "mais pourquoi tu me demande ça ?" et le petit ours, tout confus, lui dit "parce que j'ai froid !". I hope it made you smile, at last a little If you need anything else, just ask !
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There is now two mounths this story finished. Actually, i continue to see her, and to speak with her frequently. But a couple of week, i realise there is no reason to love her. We have many differences and we couldn't live together. She has become a good friend.
I notice a strange parallele phenomenum. During all the time of this story, i play chess very bad. I lost all my games. All ! I couldn't play good. For this couple of week, since i met her, i play better and better. Amazing, No ?
But, a thing stay broken. I lose all my trust on me. I'd like go again, but i depreciate me. I have this strange feeling that no woman may be interested by me. I think it's some after-effect.
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Choobak, you are wonderful, charming and delightful. I'm sorry I missed this thread before now.
I don't have any advice, just comfort. Take what time your heart needs to heal. Be good to yourself. Life is just like this sometimes. It's not you.
Don't slam shut any doors and don't lose your trust. Clearly the girl, whomever she may be, was rather foolish. I don't mean to speak ill of her because she must be awesome if you care about her so much, but perhaps she lacks some wisdom or steadiness.
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You know, it's an incredible thing that happened to me. I never had such feeling with somebody. So, when she said she doesn't love me but just like me, i felt in a deep abyss. I discover how i feel alone and with a lack. I discovered i research an achievement. And i lost it.
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I'm glad you can feel that way Choobak. You are adorable, and there's no chance that you won't find someone. (hugs) Tu me rends plein d'espoir.
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You know what, Choobak? It only takes one. Just one. One woman to find you fascinating, interesting, captivating, full of life... That's all it takes.
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BTW, Choobak, if you want to improve your English, you should become a "listening member" of the Hatrack reading aloud club!
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And now, two girl are interested by me... ouch ! I appreciate very much the two... But a ghost stay in my shadow. I am understanding nothing. What is happening ? I must sleep, i think. It's 3:40 AM.
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After a good sleep, i decide to invite one of them in a jazz club : Le caveau des oubliettes. A very famous place of jazz. She said to be interested. So i'll try to know her better...
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