My question is: why do you write?
My problem is that I'm usually overcome by self-doubt and wonder if creative writing is the means to my desired end.
Throughout my life I've heard people say that they don't enjoy reading fiction and that they only read non-fiction so they can 'learn something'. I've read both, don't get me wrong, but I've always found that fiction can be persuasive in ways that truth is utterly lacking. I find that lies and surreal contexts can teach the reader more than reading straight up facts.
That being said, I'd like to know what your inspirations are for writing. Do you enjoy the process? or is it the end result that gives satisfaction? I'd appreciate any insight into this because after many rejections i feel the pessimism creeping up on me, and feel it may be time for me to accomplish my end through a different means.
Axis
Any success is an added benefit.
And I like it when people notice.
But mostly I just like building things.
I've tried. Believe me. You know, like in college when I have an Organic Chem final the next day, and I was up until 2 studying...about to go to bed when POOF, an idea pops up. I knew I *shouldn't* write, but... well, there it is.
Writing's gotten me through a lot of troubles (post-partum depression, my husband's bout of unemployment, bored days as a housewife). It's also gotten me INTO a lot of trouble (burned dinners, NO dinners, messy house, "Oh, woops, I haven't talked to my best friend in 2 weeks," I forget what my husband looks like...). But I can't NOT write. It's like asking me not to eat (oh wait, I forget to do that too, sometimes when I'm on a roll...).
So a few years ago I decided I might as well try to get GOOD at it. Try to maybe make a living at it.
THe closest I came to giving up was last year, when I had... just everything in life go wrong. A sampling: my hard drive died while I was between back-up methods and i lost EVERYTHING. I mean, everything. A month later the boy we were trying to adopt went, for lack of a better word, completely psycho and had to be removed from our home (for the safety of our other son). I gave up. I said, I just can't write anymore.
Yeah. That lasted about three months. Here I am....
And I have to say that I really enjoy the result. When I have something finished that I like and enjoy reading, it gives me a good feeling inside, an accomplished feeling.
On a more practical level, I've been a picture framer for twenty years. I manage one of the top independent shops in LA and honestly would not benefit from owning my own; it would just be more headaches and less reward and less freedom. But essentially, I've topped out. While what I do has its challenges, I've done most of it before. To keep from getting bored, I've got to be doing something else. It could be any number of things, but with writing I have a chance at having another career - and I'm sure it's not one I'll get bored with.
On a sidenote: Anyone who says that they don't read X type of fiction because it doesn't 'teach them anything' is walking through life with blinders on. You can learn from everything. In fact, most top authors will tell you to read from every section of the library if you really want to learn.
Since becoming a writer, they have gotten worse. They use to be dreams, vivid movies inside my head. Now, they are pages in a book, words and sentences.
And truth, I love the world I build and the characters within them.
I did this to some extent in my first WOTF entry. I know horses and based my story around them. I stuck to the facts when it came to horses to educate the reader and make the story more realisic.
So, yes, you CAN learn from fiction. Not only facts but about relationships, how people think, how day-to-day experiences can affect some people, etc. It's there in fiction stories and up to the reader to draw their own conclusions.
My motivation to tell stories started very young. I was an only child and had lots of time to myself. Most of that was making up stories and acting them out with my stuffed animals. I also enjoyed telling stories to my half-brothers that I visited on weekends. I took typing in high school, started writing some of these stories down, and it grew from there. And so, here I am; On Hatrack, learning all I can, and aiming for that first publication that will happen if I just keep learning, typing, and submitting my stories.
I also write because I feel as if I've been given a story to write. It's one of those stories that feels like it came from somewhere else, outside of me, and that I'm just the vessel meant to write it down. Not that it's a religious thing—the story is about a boy with superpowers—but it feels so big and so "right" that it HAS to be out in the world. I know it sounds hokey, but I don't care. I'm not the kind of person who subscribes to hokiness, which makes it all the more honest, I guess.
At its core, writing is about ideas and relating to other people. Fiction and imagination allows us to empathize with people, to understand fictional situations that allow us to imagine what real situations are for others. You can learn just as much from fiction as you can from non-fiction. Jesus used fictional stories, parables, to teach the most important concepts of heaven and of God to his followers.
That's what I think!
Also, the money.
But I'd still write if I weren't selling. I'm a better person when I'm producing work. Just ask my husband
Finally taking the time to answer here. I write because I have story ideas that fill my mind. Or that is a I write because I'm a writer. I have stories I know some will like reading, even though that doesn't mean I want them to say I'm the best writer they have ever read even though my one fan said something very close to that on Amazon.
But I would write anyway and have written anyway. For years I wrote in my head and now for a few years I'm writing only for critiquers. But I would hand write as I have done before and use a clay tablet if need be. I see stories I want to express.
Money would be nice and being published would be very nice but as I have come close to saying already even if I was the only one who would ever read them I would write.
Edited because I found a better way to say it
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I write because I have all these little worlds and story plots stuck in my head that have to get out somehow. I write because believe it or not, it's a decent stress reliever. I write because it's nice to be able to be in full control of something in my life...self-esteem booster I suppose...
There's many reasons beyond that...but that's just what I can pull out of the top of my head. And the rest are kinda irrelevant in the long run.
So...yeah. That's me for ya.
And you?
But I'd say like most here that it's who I am. Not writing for me, right now at least, is like not expressing myself. God shared his creativity with us, who can keep it bottled in?
I write because someone wrote a great story just when I needed it, and I want to write a great story just when someone else needs it.
~Sheena
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I write because someone wrote a great story just when I needed it, and I want to write a great story just when someone else needs it.
Shimiqua has obviously hacked into my PC somehow and stole the motivation notes I wrote for my YA MC. He composes and plays music for the very same reason Shimiqua writes.
As do I, BTW. Where do you think I got the idea for him?! Except, my past beneficiary and its subsequent motivations weren't originally writing-specific. I have always wanted to entertain people in some way. I'm not sure why or when this started (it could be a neurological predisposition, for all I know). Speech impediments keep me from being a confident orator / actor (but I'm not saying I won't give it a shot one of these days). A nearly total lack of athletic ability limited my sports performances. I did make a few people smile and motivate a few others during my music days (and I do plan on returning back to that genre eventually). But, as it turned out, my first efforts at writing as a form of potential entertainment was like an addictive substance to me...I wanted more of how it made me feel. Even during the gulfs of time when I had absolutely no stories to offer, I still wrote something.
Of course, now I have more ideas than I do time. Gee, what a horrible problem.
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(Yes, my writing could also be subtitled "A Subversive Way To Encourage Women Into Technology Fields Of Study." - oh, and for the record, it's applicable to young men, too, my 9 year old son in particular, but so much of what's out there is written from a male POV, I focus very heavily on female.)
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I can only hope my future readers enjoy it as much.
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Yes, my writing could also be subtitled "A Subversive Way To Encourage Women Into Technology Fields Of Study."
Make sure and mention that when you apply for that government grant.