When I started acting in community theaters, I noticed an interesting trend. Every time somebody would congratulate an actor on a great performance, the actor would proceed to tell them exactly what he or she did wrong on stage. While the performance might have been spectacular, the actor would see only the negative. These actors have great talent, but never have had a single performance they are proud of.
My friend is a great artist. He makes fantastic character sketches. However, if he messes up a single line, he gets angry and crushes the page into a ball and flings it into the trash can. He has never been really proud of a drawing.
I know many people who are great writers. They have extreme talent with grammatical structure. They hardly produce much at all though. When I ask to see their work, before I can even read the piece, I'm bombarded with a laundry list of what needs to be fixed. They really haven't written anything they can display proudly.
Why are artists seemingly always their worst critics? I think that a lot of it is that artists are expected to be humble, but there must be more to it. Interestingly, the artists who have had great success aren't necessarily the best at what they do. Sometimes they are downright mediocre. But they have tremendous confidence.
What are your guys' thoughts on this subject?
~Chris
I don't know if writers (per se) do this the same, but I would venture to guess that it's the root cause of many cliches.
[This message has been edited by InarticulateBabbler (edited July 24, 2008).]
Why are drawing artist so critical of their own work? Because those with Visual Spatial intelligence are the most likely to think that everyone can do what they can do, to not think of their talents as real talents.
Research shows 33% of writers are bipolar, why? Not just becaues we are crazy but being bipolar (clinically or just having a bipolar like cycle) helps writers. Manic stage they write, they write and they write more. Then they sleep, wake up in a depressive stage and edit, edit and edit some more. By the end of a cycle they have a good book. JK Rowling is famous for not only being depressed but creating creatures who cause depression.
If the negativity helps them strive for perfection then it can be important, rather than something to solve.
Grant
What most of us here have enough good sense not to say is that we really believe that we are good--maybe better than good at least in potential. Of course, some editor comes along and slaps THAT concept out of us but before long we manage to get the ego back.
I just completed a bowl where I carved it into a swirl of leaves. I cut away the parts that were not leaf. It is impressive. I know every error in it what is not what is bad. I know where more work might improve it. It is as done as it will ever be. I don't think I have the skills to improve it more, without ruining it.
When you are never satisfied with your work, you will likely try harder to improve.
As a result the contrast between the quality of my work and the quality of the only frame of reference that I have looms large and discouraging. I look at my work and wonder if I can ever get it to a point where I could actually dream of publishing.
With writing however I have the balance of working with other struggling writers of varying success and talent through workshops. This helps me keep going because even the most brilliant stories need a little work when first written.
No one writes a publishable first draft.
Anthony
Also I think artists are perfectionists. That and in every form of art there is high competition and a lot of opinions.