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Posted by Phanto (Member # 5897) on :

I am in love.
It hurts. A lot.
I cry. A lot.
And think. A lot. About him. All the time.

I love him.

don't know why
but I do.

--------------------

love is a sword.
i hold the handle at times
and wish i could hold it with him.

but i must whittle away
as i do now
the handle

and pray
to one day
be worthy
of him.

this is my sword
and
it is
at now
motivation
so much so
that i wish
the metal
were words
and i could
beat them
as i do emotion
but emotion
is never beatable
the sword
will always
wait for me to hold it
and when i do
i must
learn
to
be
true.

Posted by Phanto (Member # 5897) on :

and the reason I'm posting this is have people tell me that it'll be alright, that i'll get over it, and that one day, it'll be better, that i have to believe in myself...

but I don't believe that.

Posted by breyerchic04 (Member # 6423) on :

Love is good, have fun with him, you're a good guy and you'll be fine.

Posted by Phanto (Member # 5897) on :

I'm not a guy

Thanks [Smile]

. Hearing the words makes it that much easier. *tears*

Posted by breyerchic04 (Member # 6423) on :

sorry, I was nearly sure you were a guy, sorry again.

Posted by Phanto (Member # 5897) on :

Don't worry about it ^^ [Smile]

.

i'm just moody as hell, every second or hour something new and will now go to sleep and see what tommorow brings.

*whistles away and feels kind of hopeful*

Posted by Altáriël of Dorthonion (Member # 6473) on :

quote:
Originally posted by Phanto:
and the reason I'm posting this is have people tell me that it'll be alright, that i'll get over it, and that one day, it'll be better, that i have to believe in myself...

but I don't believe that.

Ah...I'm going through one of those phases myself. Its hurting, its hurting. *goes to cry in her little corner*

Posted by imogen (Member # 5485) on :

It'll be alright, you'll get over it, and one day, it'll be better, you have to believe in myself.

Better? [Wink]

Seriously, it will.

If it's a broken heart, you will get over it. One day.

If it's the "I love him and he doesn't love me / know who I am" then either
a) You'll get together and you'll be deleriously happy or:
b) You'll keep pining away until one day you'll notice that he has nostril hair/smells funny/is actually really mean/wears stupid shirts and suddenly the angst won't be so... angsty.

[Smile]

Posted by Avatar300 (Member # 5108) on :

Points a and b aren't always so true. Although it did get less angsty for me, she smells great and wears really cool shirts.

The trick is to move 210 miles away for about a year and a half. Works wonders.